Sunday, December 11, 2005

juz came back from the tzuchi collegiate youth camp.
what can i say?
simply splendid!


thurs 8/12/05, 1900
haiz.
went there early,
coz was allocated to ke wu zu
however... haiz...
nvm.
nothing to do.
stonning there.
felt like an outcast
have to admit, i was rather disappointed.
i alws thought chiqing are friendly pple and it's easy to get along with.
there are some misunderstandings...
thanks you shuhui jie jie...
but
i cried...
quit being in ke wu zu
oh wells...
but i nv regret. :D
i believe i have learnt as much, if not more. :D


fri 9/12/05, 0900
my cishao friends are finally here!
glad glad glad, tinge of relief felt.
hee...
thanks pple for removing my loneliness.
ok. make new friends.
it was juz like magic.
the sorrows and bouts of uncertainties i had the day before was gone.
pple are friendly, mature, lively, cheerful, fun, loving...
i love them all, it was a total contrast to how i feel the day before.
i start to think...
perhaps, or indeed, maybe i'm too self-centered.
i'm too narrow minded.
all i think is abt myself, that's what i mind so much and blame it on pple being unfriendly.
yup. maybe if i can think from another perspective, things can look better.
maybe they are all too busy to entertain me. yup
the person who had say things to hurt me, apologized that she didnt mean it.
yup. i know. it's ok. it's not ur fault! :)
there's nothing to forgive.
i understand the suddenness of my participation in that grp. so. ya, it's difficult to make arrangements to cater me into the job.
that explains why i'm jobless then. hahas.
we hugged, and knots of misunderstands were untie.
gald. happy. smile :) huggies!
i start to like her. hahas.
woman are changeable creatures


i'm touched and astounded.
thanks to jiajie
i see another flaw of my personalities which i didnt notice all these while.
in the poker card game.
i was so selfish.
relunctant to give me heart shape card out.
determine to win
even though there's no prize to be won.
i met him.
he gained nothing from my set of cards,
and he did something which i think left a deep deep impart in my heart.
he gave me his heart shape card.
why? i pondered.
it's only just a game after all. why should i mind so much abt winning and losing? there's no prize, so what if i win?
he taught me that, making another person happy by self sacrificing is far more important and meaningful than juz winning the game alone.
he made me realised that,
our life is not abt winning over others, it's not abt how much we can rip from others, however, it's abt how much we are capable of giving others. these things that we give are not merely materialistic objects, simple things can also make another person happy and smile, and i believe, that is what our life is abt.


i love our theme songs
i like my group!


sat 10/12/05, 0515
it was a great day! filled with wonderful activities.
went to sunlove home to bring joy to the mentally ill anties and uncles.
we need not carry fear with us when we visit them. carry juz a loving heart, and juz a smile is enough to make their day.
when we interact with them, that feeling was great.
words cant fully express my feelings and thoughts...


the parent thingy at night was very touching..
cried.
ya. even for me. i cried.
i dunno how to express... but. yup
there's so much in my heart.
wrote a letter to mummy, not mama.
but i believe i'll learn to let go one day.
thought abt daddy and papa.
for the past, thankyou for making me a strong and independent girl.
for the present, thankyou for showering me with love and pampering me always. i love u!


sun 11/12/05,1700
it's time to say good my my dear friends.
it's the last day of the camp.
we'll say our goodbyes.
but i believe all of us will meet again as we all begin and continue to put in our little effort to shower this world with love.
so take care my friends.
i still believe, this will not be our last goodbye.
all the best to your future endeavours!


ai zai bi han lan tian!
爱在碧海蓝天!
我们一起走下去直到永远!
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Friday, December 02, 2005

our sexy heels!!~~ in rm 1538! 
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sec 2 classmates! (xuan melissa and me!) 
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weilin, zhi xuan, mrs ang (my fav tr!) , me!!!  
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i think they are so so so pretty!!!!! 
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

i will never forget that night......
29 nov 2005


sngs PROM NIGHT
debutante gala


take lots of photos!!!
everyone look so pretty and nice ytd....
kissed mrs khong!!!!!!!
opps!
hahas
the most glamourous family dance!
in gowns and heels
photos photos photos....
sing song...
diana ser is so pretty... much prettier than on tv! hee...
she is our old girl!!!! hahas...


rm 1538 meritus mandarin
our room!!!!
damn messy!!!!
thanks to charlotte... hahas...


nice and comfy bed...
i like i like


went for midnight shows!!!!
scary! sweet!


chat chat chat chat...
sore throat!!!!!
boo!!!!!!!!
sobx sobx....


4 purity... u'll alws be in my heart. i'll nv forget all of u...
ur add colours to my life!


what unfolds before our eyes as we
thread the strands of the tapestry
walking through the years
filled with tears and fears
knowing that we have each other


so i'll see you all, my friends as we
saying our goodnights not goodbyes
as the music moves
changing sounds, changing tunes
a new song, i hold on to


we're soaring heights in this endless sky
unfolding our sails to fly
we'll hold all the times we shared in our hearts
and sing the new song


we're soaring heights in this endless sky
and unfolding our sails to fly
we'll hold the times and memories that we
shared close in our hearts


a new song, i hold to.

photos!!!!!! http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2116783126
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