Tuesday, November 23, 2004
never update fer a long time. here i am adding new entry to my blog. hee
hmm... last week very moody and wasnt in very goot mood. lotsta mood swings. kinda scary. den very easily irritated... dunno why also. hmm... morning can play can talk merrily den in the evening of night den totally -OMG- dunno wad was wrong with me... den very bad mood and dun feel like doing anything.
been thinking lots of stuff... hmm... but think it's ok now.
anw, ytd went fer job shadowing. go amk north police station. hmm... can say it's rather fun. went with joli... den see quite alot of things. den we quite interested in joining the police force. why? coz the uniform is cool. lolx...
went fer movie.
incredible rawks!!!
it's so nice. so funny....
i like dash! so funny... den the baby also so so so so cute! lolx...
it's really a must watch.
but i become very brok after that.
mama nv give me any allowance fer the holidays. [poor me]
den only depends solely on my little pathetic savings... (most of it alr in the bank)
ytd spent 10 bucks... den now only left less that 10 dollars to last me through the whole holiday...
hmm... waiting fer sph to send me my fee... den will not be so broke le.... waiting waiting...
ytd very happy den become so sad...
but luckily this morning everything is ok again. heee..
i see the rainbow now. lolx... hahhas...
sorry fer all those hurtful words. eh. paiseh.
"we can solve all probs tog rite?"
" :)rite"
hee...
-saddening fact-
011204 - 031204 : sph camping[M]
061204 - 201204 : shanghai training [W]
221204 - 031204 : taiwan trip [M]
days remainding: 8 days... :(
only abt a week... sobx..
iloveyou||11:16
Friday, November 12, 2004
yoz... haven update fer quite sometime...hmmm.....
eh... i am very happy this week! yeah. coz my article was publish...BIG BIG on wed zao bao paper. hee. yeah!!! so happy. hahahs... coz the interview and the report was done quite last minute, but it's still got through the editor and got publish! yeah. that means i am going to get some income soon. hahas. +waiting fer the check to be mail to me... hee+
eh... den ytd went to bishan park to jog with mi cousin... OMG!!! the mars crash the earth... no lah, i mean a young lady on roller blade crash with and old uncle on bicycle. OMG!! and i wittnessed the whole incident and saw how she fell... the crash is so heavy!!let me narrate to u..
first, aft running 2.4km me and my cousin went to do pull up (i see him do only :p )
den this young lady, roller blade pass us... den cousin says, "woah... very nice hair... chio bu"
den i turn around and see, den juz at the moment, "BOOOM!!!!"
she knock onto a uncle on bicycle...
she "flew up" (i mean her legs kick up during the crash) den fell down with her head landing onto the ground first. +Ouch!!+
whereas the bicycle collapse on the uncle.
den the uncle sit up first, den try to pull her up but she cant, she complain that she felt terribly giddy.
orh hor... den mi cousin and the uncle when to carry her to a nearby bench, she's still conscious den....
but aft a min or couple, she turn pale, and i mean really pale!!! den she starts to tremble and shaking her head... she held to mi hands (as i was standing beside her) and breathing very heavily....something is not right... den we got scare and called fer help...den another old man came, dun see him old old but he's really good... he keep telling her to try and continue to breathe and massage her forhead fer her.... den he ask me do CPR fer her, coz i'm the only gal there, den of coz i did... hahas... but not the mouth to mouth one, juz pressing her chest...while my cousin take a piece of paper to help fan her to give her air... hmm... den we continue like this till the ambulance came...
the old man is really good, he appears very clam and know wat to do, unlike us, so aft the incident, i really think pple should not have the misconception that old pple and elderly are senile and useless, but from wad i see from this incident, they are not wad we usually think, infact they are much more experienced and in times like this, u are going to be really greatful that they are arround to tell u wad to do and help u along...
iloveyou||11:22
Sunday, November 07, 2004
today went to interview the 7yr old little artist, whose art piece will be sent to london to represent singapore in an international competition. so pro... i feel so inferior, my drawing skills sucks. lolx... her mama and papa very friendly... hmm... her mum is an international artist also. nowonder got such talented daughter...they've got the artistic genes. unlike me... :( the deadline fer the assignment is tmr!!! haiz... should start writting my gao now le! boo!! luckily tml dun need to go to school. yeah. hee... i'll should stay at home to do my report.... hmm... den my maths homework also haven touch yet! omg!! den tue have to hand in... so much also!! die die die... this is the result of slacking...
ytd pin ru called me... she said i am one of the 5 seleted pple to go to taiwan ciji hospital to do social work... so honoured... so happy also... budden also very sad... haiz... i really wan to go, but that means i have to forgo sth which is very impt to go also....
nvm... cannot celebrate christmas there's always christmas eve.
there's always a christmas eve...
iloveyou||17:15
Saturday, November 06, 2004
so tired... feel like dying already... today went to sph early in the morning to print huixun... go at ten den chuban come at like 12 pm lah... den do nothing much there also, coz gotta rush off to school fer open house at supposely 12.30... but i only left sph at 12.50 lor... hahas... but told jian tong and she said nvm. lolx... gave her that sph sticker. lolx... hahas.
jt:muz cherish k... not everyone got de wor. lolx.
ok... now tok abt open house...
omg!! it's the most tiring CO practice i ever had fer my whole 3 yrs in st nix...CO practice is from 12.30 pm to 6pm today... and i blow tilll out of breath lor!!! and really!! besides the practice conducted by jia wei earlier, the rest of the practice is really NO BREAK in between at all... and it's fer nonstop 3 hour!! which means 180mins non stop and i mean NON STOP!!! really lor... play till liubin also shake head and said, "songs all play finish one round liao..." haiyo... den he go rest den jia wei come conduct and we play again... and it's really non stop! jia wei's parents and bro came... den more and more pple come and i mean "MORE AND MORE!!" come liao dun wan go.. woah... keep sitting there, den we muz entertain them... haiz... play and play and play.... OMG!!! can tell that everyone is really exhausted... everyone complaining... la xuan la till hand numb... da ji also beat the drum till hand "broke" (according to weiling lah) den tan bo also play darn tired... den chui guan blow till no breathe!!! need CPR already....
so we juz continue playing till 6pm den keep.... play so much!! den the bin ma yong is so long also!!! play so many times also... this is really intensive training man... nv play so much in my whole CO life WITHOUT STOPPING!!!
but hope we did a good job and that next yr will have many pple choose CO. lolx... if not all our efforts all will go down the drain... hahhas
erm....tml still have to go do one interview with a 7yr old gal... yiming is going with me to help me take photograph... so stress neh... to have the leader of SPH photography goup to go with me... hmm... until now still haven't sit down to plan wad i am going to wite seriously still.... better go do later... dun wan to behave so unpro infront of such a pro photographer. hahhas... but luckily i know him... if not worse. lolx... hee. hope i wont disppoint u this time like i did the previous time during my first reporting interview. hee... i'll do mi best de! hee :)
wish me luck k. lolx...
i am waiting fer the 19nov and waiting fer the 25dec... hee
we got 40 bucks now... hee..
continue saving...
hee...
u owe mi 2 stars!!
hee...
so happy ytd.. hee...
next time even angry also cannot dao me k.
hee...
if not i'll really dao u back!
lolx.
jkjk. hee.
iloveyou||18:47
ytd went to weilin's bdae party!!! woohoo...so fun... although i got headache. hee...
joli went also... erm... wad did we do? also cant recall much, coz i went later...hee... but it's fun lah... hee.. her house so nice. hmm... den her toilet also very funny. lolx... eh.... nice cake... eh...
hope she like the bdae present me + joli give her. hee... so cute rite hor, weilin? lolx... hee
iloveyou||09:33
Friday, November 05, 2004
looks like i've gotten myself into trouble by blogging abt co... hmm... fine... next time shall not blog anything abt it anymore. let it get worse or better also not mi business.
and to jian tong, i alr knew u'd be damn piss when i was blogging that entry.
but i tot i could give ur the idea of how one of ur members feel. but looks like i only gotten myself into more trouble. haiz. fine.
and my dear jian tong, i already said i am sry if i didn't see any comm members do anything. i nv see mah... so not mi fault also. but i not that oblivious, i knew sut yee did her best, coz she got come to me to ask me get my hands off the book. anw, if i accused ur wrongly, now i shall say "sorry". -it is sincere, coz i really dun wan myself to get into trouble fer voicing out my comments. hope u can understand it lor.-
if chui guan that bad go tell slyvia tong abt it den. it's the dizi that's making the noise i believe. i comfirm sheng no noise. we (mun xin, weiting, joyce koh, qiu ning) are practicing and sitting down drinking water and me sometimes reading. no noise.
that's all folks. shall not say anything else to get myself to a dead end. not that stupid.
iloveyou||10:05
Thursday, November 04, 2004
hmm... today is so sian!!! morning go to macs to eat breakfast cum lunch with ellen, ying qing, jing yi and jessica. eh... sorry jing yi... all of us were late... lolx....
den went fer maths lesson den went fer CO. CO lasted fer so so so so long lor!! 1.30 to 6... five and a half hour leh. OMG.
den i read book during the practice den in the end got named as "got attitude problem". hahas...
fine.... at least when i read i nv tok rite? ur complain that there's a lot of noise pollution. but i nv contribute to it. i nv tok. den i only read after i've practice wad... u think we got lots of qi4 to blow the instru without resting ar? of coz muz rest fer a while lor. den those pple tok no attitude prob la? they worse lor, tok tok den go out walk walk. wah, i stay in the room practice and read and got listen to liu bin lor. wad's the prob. not like i nv practice rite?
den still say CO noisy and this and that say no one do anything... oh ya... no one do anything, mun xin who is sitting beside me dunno "shhhhh" how many times le. ur got notice not? den ur got do anything meh? how come i didn't notice? i am not against anyone kaes, but if ur really did ur part rite, how come the whole CO still so noisy and den how come i nv see anyone (as in comm members) stood up to ask the pple to be quite? ur know we noisy but nv do anything got use meh? or maybe ur did, but i nv notice lor. sorry if i wrongly accused u.
den hor, i know i am wrong reading the book lah, next time i wont give this kind of "bad attitude" le lor. and very sorry sut yee... knew i juz now like tok to u like a bit rude and rebellious lor. hee. sorry ar. know it's difficult on ur part. juz that i'm too "indulge" with mi book le. sorry k.-sincere wor-
however, i really think that comm should do sth abt the noise also, juz know how to reprimand us at the end of the co practice got use ar? next times still as noisy. haiz... dunno lah. i juz voice out my opinion on my blog. this is my blog, i'm free to say anything rite? this is really wad i think, so dun blame me fer accusing ur or wad ok? i juz dunno. if ur did ur part, and den balme me fer wrongly accused ur, i am sorry, but i didn't notice, and i am sure many dun notice too... if they did, den wont be so noisy le. and jia wei also said "everyone know it's very noisy, but
no one do anything..." ya... so u see... bacially, no one do anything... not even the comm? hmm... we'll reflect but will ya reflect too?
am i too offensive? sorry har... i didn't mean too... but this is MY BLOG and i am free to blog wad i think. like it or not, this is only wad I THINK.
hope i wont get myself into trouble....
iloveyou||19:36
now is midnight 1am... woohoo... finally finish my new blog template... is it nice? edited it a lot... hee... although it still look more or less like the original one, but i really spent lots of time editting it to the correct size and adding new cloumns.
today go school fer maths lesson. hmm... lucky i went, learn new things. but i ponned ss lesson. hahas... glad that i didnt go. heard that that
low person nv teach much and wasting everyone's time instead. lolx. hee
den went fer piano. nv do theory. hahas. but tr sick, so nv scold me... today she sick till no energy scold. lolx. she said she caught my flu... coz all the symthoms same as those i have last time. hahas.. poor her. get well soon miss wong~~
den went swimming alone!! coz my cousin come liao den realise he nv bring his swimming trunks! -diaoz- how blur can he be? lolx...
eh... guang fang juz called me ytd to do an interview with a 7yr old gurl...eh... ya... havent started planning yet. will start tml.
think this is really nice. yiming emailed to me... thanks. hee.
since it's so nice, i'll share it with all of ur. hee
> Every person will need to find four people in their lives.
> The First person is you.
> The Second person is the one you love most.
> The Third person is the one who love you most.
> And the Fourth is the one you spend the rest of your
> life with.
>
> In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most,
> and learn how love feels.
> Because when you know how love feels,
> you
> can find the person who loves you most.
> When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved,
> you will then know what it is you need most.
> Then you will find the
> person who is most suitable for you,
> to be able to
> spend the rest of your life with.
>
> Sadly, in real life,
> these three people are usually not the same person.
> The one you love most doesn't love you.
> The one, who loves you most,
> is never the one you love most.
> And the one you spend your life with,
> is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most.
> He is just the person who happens to be
> at the right place at the right time.
> Which person are you in other people's life?
>
> No person will purposely have a change of heart.
> At the point in time when he loves you,
> he really loves you.
> But when he doesn't love you anymore,
> he really doesn't love you anymore.
> When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
> Same goes, when he loves you no more,
> there's no way he can pretend he loves you.
>
> When a person doesn't love you and wants to leaveyou.
> You must ask
> yourself if you still love him, If you also don't
> love him anymore,
> do not keep him just to save your pride.
> If you still love him,
> you should wish him happiness,
> and hope that he will be with the one he loves most,
> not stop him from it.
> If you stop him from finding
> true happiness with
> the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him,
> And if you don't love him,
> what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
>
> Love is not possessive, if you like the moon,
> you can't just take it down and put it in your basin.
> But the moonlight
> still shines upon you.
> In other words, when you love a person,
> you can use another method of possessing the person.
> Let him become a permanent memory in your life.
> If you really love a person,
> you must love him for what he is.
> Love him for his good points, and the bad.
> You can't wish for him to become like
> what you like him to be just because you love him.
> If he can't change to become what you like him to be,
> you don't love him anymore.
>When you really love a person,
> you cannot find a reason why you love him,
> you only know that no matter when and where,
> good mood or bad mood,
> you will wish to have this person be with you.
>
> Real love is when two people can go through the
> toughest problems
> without asking for promises or listing criteria.
> In a relationship,
> you have to put in effort and give in at times,
> and not always be on the receiving end.
> Being away from each other is a type of test.
> If the relationship isn't strong,
> then you can only admit defeat.
> Real love will never become hate.
iloveyou||01:51