Sunday, July 31, 2005
ytd was a happy day! hee... study amaths in the lib! onli maths... but haiz... nvm... anw...talk talk talk alot with my
good friends...hahas...(oh yea, need to keep a
low profile on the sat happenings.hahas.)
ate in lib!
hamster food and
blueberry morning..so naughty!!! hahas... so amazed that we actually CAN fininsh the whole packet of sweets!!!oh no... think we'll get diabeties... (is that how u spelled it?) heehee.. den
bitch alot also. lolx.
it's so scary... to know that by ur side someone is in disguise...
Disguise, i see thou art a wickedness [yes,thou art wickedness]Wherein the pregnant enemy does much. [deception is her core]How easy is it for the proper false [is it realli that proper?]In women's waxen heart to set their forms. [in this case, not love, but hatred]O time, thou must entangle this, not I! [nor us]It's too hard a knot for me to untie. [we shall continue with disguise]i finalli realise...
what mrs tian had been saying,
"literature is about life!" (her sharp voice raging in my ears)
yes, indeed...
literature is about life.
how true and pretty,
how false and ugly
the human nature is,
it's all written down in the books,
long before our existence...in this case, the study of twelfth night, allows us to learn and able to identify....
disguise,.....though that nature with a beauteous wall,Doth oft close in pollution.... you're saw us...hee...
:)
happy...
it's not as uneasy as i tot...
introducing... hahas...
i cant keep smiling!!! rite? that's what ur said... lolx...
cant keep smiling... lolx...
so funny...
we saw YD's face... lolx! so funny!!!!
as said...
realli, shot ugly and "maoish"
lolx...
thanks fer bring us the book... lolx. hee..
i haven see yet!!! the 4A pple! lolx... hahhahahhahahas...
i think i'm going to laugh my ass off... :D
went pizza hut! hee...
it's sweet to share a pizza!! hahas
hawallian's lover...lolx.. hahas...
lulalalalalallulalallalalualaala
muz try to sound hawallian-ish... lolx. hahas.
thanks fer the treat!
MUACKS!---*i'm know to sombody as "my brother's friend.."
yaya...but... nvm...
as least u still rembr me...
i think u've change...
i tot u were so guai and decent looking before...
why a change so sudden?
or perhaps, i havent seen u fer too long a time...
i love this message... got it somewhere...read it somewhere...if anyone send me this....i'll melt...i'm melting alr... hahas.i wanna be ur blanketi wanna be ur blosteri wanna .... (secret)i wanna share ur warmthi wanna hug u tighti wanna.... (secret)
iloveyou||08:08
Thursday, July 28, 2005
reach for the MOON...if u fall, u'll be among the STARS----*my life is so pilled with endless tests... haiz... shall not mention any of it alr...
got back physic paper...as expected... it wasnt well done at all!!! even thought the whole cohort didnt do well, i still feel upset... coz i tot the mistakes i made due to carelessness is really too much and i really think i can do much better... but well... still pass... but wasnt at all well done...
got back emaths paper... haiz... it was disatrous! i knew it! i expect myself to get single digit for paper one... and i realli got! lolx. 9/20. lolx... but luckily paper two was better so still manage to pass... ok... this is the worse revision test result i got fer this term. but i expect my logarithms to be worse... tml will get back log test paper... only can say 2 words --- "SIMPLY HOPELESS ... "
amaths paper was bad too! get A2!! haiz... got one 7 marks question went down the drain lah!!! read the question wrongly!! it's the the "probability INDEPENDENT of the previous..." and i read it as "... DEPENDENT of the previous...."so there goes my 7 marks and there goes my A1... haiz.... got A2 instead... so sad...
chem test was ok... got a little worse than expected... expected an A at least but miss A2 by 1 mark!!!! haiz.... nvm nvm... hope the lastest chem test would be better and will pull me up!! :)
okay... dwelled so much over my tests alr...shall not talked abt it alr. but next week joyce got 10 tests in total!!! u heard me?
TEN TESTS NEXT WEEK!!!!!! nvm, i believe i can make it!!! pray hard!!!!!
i know someone is having test tml! good luck!!! hope u've receieve the sweet stuff i sent alr! hahas... i'm afraid that it'll be spoil on the way of delivery... muz be it's too addictive and appealing alr...that the post man steal it and saved it fer himself, that's why so long still havent reach!!! ...
tml is joyce's
ENGLISH PRELIMINARY ORAL EXAM!!!!!! wish me luck my dear friends!!!
today went back to CO... ok... it was good to see my juniors! hee. they were not bad... but i'm sure they can do much better! hee... all the best, my darlings! hee. tml going to go NJC CO concert... haiz... not that i dun wan to go!! but i wan to go home study!!!u know!!! so many tests next week!!!!!!!!!!!!! +joyce feel so sad for herself!!!+ why muz they make it complusory!!!! haiz... how? i realli wanna study u know.... haiz... i wan to do well for my next week's tests! +sobs..joyce is extremely sad and paranoid+
alright, this is fer my friend...
hey, i specially dedicate this last part of my entry to u kaes...
hee... dun feel depress already. u haven't lost everything. u still got me this good friend u know.. hee... we'll always be good friends! dun be depress! everyone has got their ups and downs... sometimes, things dont always go ur way.. u may feel sad, depress, lousy. but those are not shameful feelings... stand up and continue ur journey in life. i'm sure u'll get over this "grey mist" that's hindering u from moving forward, and u'll eventually be able to see the rainbow! remember i alws say, from the time u know me till now.... "dont give up, for there'll alws be rainbow after the rain!!" hee... all the best. i'm very busy... sorry, so i'm not able to talk to u as often now. but u muz help me pull urself together kaes! hee. i'm sure u can do it. when u feel sad, try eating chocolates!!! tht's what i alws do when i feel sad of stress. hee.. and now i found another food that can release stress and make me happier. it's CEREALs!!!! hee... i love cereals... today was so sad when i got back my horrible amaths paper. so sad... den i ate cereals! hee... keep eating, den i find that i'm not that moody and feel lousy after a while. hahas... and i think creals are nice!!! very crispy! hahas.
OH NO!!!!!!!! i'm growing fatter and fatter! maybe one day i'll become weizheng's size... sob sob... i'm 45 KG NOW!!!!!! OH NO!!!!! so heavy!!! BMI 17.9 !!!! arg!!so heavy!!! OH NO!!! everyday eat so much junk food! chocolates, sweets and cereals!!! oh no!!! i muz control!!!! but joyce cant study well without junk food... how??!haiz...
anw, sat is going jogging with a tortoise!!! lolx... happi! :)
i alr thought of the aging present alr.. heh... happi! hope i realli can materialised the my plan. hee... i'll make everyday a wonderful aging day fer u! hee... +dun ask me, joyce ZIPPED her mouth+ hee...
lurve you!! :)
iloveyou||23:24
Thursday, July 21, 2005
i fell down today!!!!!!!!!!! i got
purple knee now!!!!!!! ouch!!! so painfull!!!!!!purple coz it's blue black, purple coz the medicine... purple is a nice colour, but i dun like it on me!!!!... ... :(
ytd went fer track meet... we didnt get double champ this year... flux of great disappointment!!! so sad!!!!!! we got 2nd for the C-division girls... everyone's crying!! we lost to sports school by ONE point!!! one point only!!!! the crucial race we screamed so much! screamed like hell lor.... we wan to win the sports school so badly!!! but we lost... juz so close, so close!!!! st nix = 135, sports school=136!!! it was so close!!!! sports school shouldn't have enter the competition at all!! they are SPORTS school! specially trained lor... should juz save for those competitions with other countries what... why compete in this kind of interschool competition where the participating schools' athletes only train like a few hours a week...where as the sports school pple trained so many hours each day!!! it's so unfair... they spent so much time on the training as compared to all the other schools... i'm not saying sports school shouldnt win... i mean, they do deserve it..as they've practice and train more, so it's fair that pple who put in more effort get more rewards... (but that doesnt mean that our school athletes dun trained hard and dun deserve getting the champ as much as they are) haiz... anw, i still think sports school should not enter the competition at all... it's so unfair... coz we are not given the time and no special arrangements are made fer us to train as much as them... so the competition is unfair... it's unfair to allow the sports school to participate. if st nix athelets were given the same time fer training, i'm sure we'd do better than them... anw... i still feel very proud of sngs athelets.
but our B-division girls still get champion!!! yeah! way head of sports school. hee... we're first and there're fourth... :)
anw...no matter what i think all the athelets of all schools derserve the loud applause and all that screaming and cheerings...
well done everyone!
well done st nix athelets!!
we're proud of you! hee.
after the track meet was alr 7pm!!! den ran all the way from chua chu kang stadium to yew tee mrt station! den when i reach home was already almost 9pm!!! so late!!! zhi xuan, kailin and me were complaining on the mrt... and gossiping abt JCs... hahas...hmm...realli dunno which jc to go... well, i think it all depends on ur results... but i realli hope i can get into hcjc... i really really wan to get there... but i'm so lousy... i dunno how am i going to make it... haiz... oh wellss... no point indulging in this melancholy, in this pensive mood... joyce must work hard!!
ran to school this morning!!! school bell rang at 7.25am, and joyce onli leaves her house at 7.17am!!!ran all the way... and fell down at the school gate... so malu can!!! sobx... den my knee so pain! was bleeding all the way when i was doing maths test... den drip down to my socks!!! so pain!!! can bend my knee now... sobx... haiz... and worse of all! the scar is like 2 fifty cents size!!! so big!!! i dun wan scars!!! arggg!!!!!! joyce is so careless...
thank you everyone's concern and sorry fer disgust ur with my knee... hee... sorry!! hee...
think got infection alr... got pus... haiz... so yucky!!!! yiewww!!!!!!!!
mama scolded me fer being careless...
papa scolded me..
kors laugh at me lah!!!
u said i blur.
wei thanks fer ur concern too! hee :) thanksssss....
this week sucks man...
physic tests A1 fly alr lah! gone lor! last question, 6 marks nv do!! dunno how tp do at all!!! haiz...
amaths tests was horrible too! juz hope i wont get a single digit! haiz... nv do whole of the 2nd page lor... not time... den question 5 i did the first part and drew the graph! den onli realised that i nv hand in that piece of ans sheet and graph paper!! but the paper was alr sent to the office!!! den cant hand in already!!! arg!!!!!!!!!!!die already lah!!!
chinese test was ok... got it back alr...haiz... due to careless mistakes, i onli got 78.5!!! haiz.... .... so sad!!!!!
but today's maths test was ok!!! hee... ytd nv study much coz realli no time!!! reached home at 9pm den after dinner and bath it was alr so late alr!! den so sleepy and tired, so went to sleep alr... haiz... den nv study... but... BUT... BUT... today's emaths test was a breeze... happy... think everyone is very happy. hahas... coz it was like one of the easiest paper i ever done. hahas... hope i can do well. hee...
tml got history test!!!! gonna study tml morning!! going to bathe den sleep now le... hee...
i miss my darlings... think i'll go back next thurs to see them prac. hee... heh heh... hope i'll have nothing on that day and can go back. hee...
oh ya... thanks joyce koh fer ur letter and the grape. hee... love ya! we'll go swimming tog one day k. hee...
i love zhi xuan too.. hahas... so funny... it was nice talking to u today. hee... love ya...
iloveyou||21:53
Monday, July 18, 2005
MISS..OOOget it?the
tortoise onli allowed to eat the chocolate when it is
missing something.... ....
chocolate is sweet!
chocolate is nice!
i love chocolates!
dont u love it too?
tortoise is not allowed to eat chocolate unless he
misses something...some other animal...
---- the pig...
iloveyou||21:29
Saturday, July 16, 2005
with great potential comes great responsibilities..
be not afraid of greatness.some are born great,some achieve greatness, some have greatness thrust upon'emi think i belonged to the third catagory...
ok... went fer interview today...
it was ok...
thank you wei zheng paying the taxi fare... ahhas...
u know go fer interview mah...
uz wear nice nice,
so took a longer time to choose what to wear... hee...
sorry to keep u waiting. :)
ok. went running today. at bishan park
ran 3.6km. it was very cooling today. i love the weather.
it suits my mood...
there's a little drizzle...
the cold wind that blew into my face as i ran somehow has an cooling effect that calms me down from the agitation i had inside me... lost, depress, stress, irritated, disappointed... ...
disappointment...
one of the worse feeling in the world..
after running
went home to bath...
den rush down to sph...
the interview was ok...
stupid weizheng! ask the taxi stop OPPOSITE sph lah!
den force me to walk in the rain!!!!!
den my shoe become so slippery that i slip off my feet many times and i dunno how many times i shrieks. hahas. +weizheng was shock several times too. lolx.+
made me jay walk somemore!!!!!
den he ran across the road himself leaving me behind... dunnno when to cross coz there's so many cars!!!he is juz so so not gentlemanly!!!!! +bleah+
hahas...
ok... actually gonna thank him fer paying the taxi fare by treating him to sph's one dollar mee siam... but how blur can this blur queen joyce chan be? she brought an empty wallet!!!without a single cent inside!!!!!!! i remembered taking out my money and tot i alr put it inside my wallet but it was left at home... arg!!!! hate the feeling of being broke and going out without even one cent... in the end he had to lend me money still.. hahas....
went sph.. interview was suppose to be at 10.30 but guess what? when we went up, the editors were still eating mee fen!!!!!! ok ok ok.. nvm.. it's alws better to be early than late... interview fer new comm was suppose to be at 1030 (my slot) but it ended up at 1130... one hour later... of coz there's lots of socialising there. hahas... talk alot of craps.
liu zhen was so so so COLD and lame!!!!
weizheng kana bully by us like mad... pity him... but i'm sure he's use to it. hahas...
had macs fer lunch. thanks xiuhui!! and nizhen fer lending me money. hee... gonna pay u back during the bbq kaes. hee...
erm... went home feeling ill and sick...that bus i board had a strange odour! so sickening.. that made me feel like vomiting... was so giddy when i walk in to my house. feel like dying... luckily there was the cool wind blowing again...
i've uploaded the photos... of both the co and the night study ones alr... erm... but i forgot what's the url... haass... tell ur when i see ur on monday kaes...
as for the co ones, i;ve uploaded and i believe u've got the email invitation alr k... pass the msg around kaes.
love ya.
iloveyou||23:51
Friday, July 15, 2005
was in a foul mood...
k. shall not elaborate.
tok abt happy things.
erm.went to candy empire!!!
with weilin, zhi xuan and ellen.
hahas... so much so much chocolates!!!!
so tempting...
and i'm broke now!
spent $18 on juz chocolates!!!
first time spend so much
and it's on chocolates!!!1
got darling hubby joli sth from belgium. (should be spelled like this rite? hahhas)
and some other things for some other pple... (havent decide to give who yet)
and some fer night study...
so nice!!!
i love chocolates
the candies and chocolates there all from overseas... other place in s'pore cannot buy. all imported DELICIOUS and TEMPTING chocolates and sweets!!! hee... mumm mumm... :D
joyce loves CANDY EMPIRE...
but joyce feels sad fer her wallet now...
nvm..
next week eat lesser..
broke alr.. haiz...
but i can forgive myself.
coz of my foul mood.
i need some chocolates to make me happy.
so that chocolate spree... hee... is understandable.
:)
:))
i'm growing fatter alr?!!! nv exercise fer so so so long!!!
going jogging tml before going to sph. :D
ps : weilin, xuan, ellen, charissa, stelli, and my darling juniors. msg me k... or maybe i help ur burn into cd wan? hahas...
ps: gloria add me! i'm sorry i forgot ur email. paiseh... oh ya... i remembered i took this photo with u rite? hee... send u when u add me k. hee. ----
sakura_blues88@hotmail.comcheer up joyce!!!
hee...
iloveyou||21:23
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
to my darling juniors, zhixuan,charissa,weilin,vivien,stelli and all those pple who hush me to upload those photos. i'll do it asap kaes... as i'm very busy studying now... especially when i have night study session almost everyday now... yep... it's until 9. so when i'm back i dun realli have the time to upload... yea know... i'll do it this weekend i promise!
and lots of things happened this last week and this week. so much to update. hahas...
erm...
yep
there's the
special day...
there's gary's bdae and stuff that only WE know.. hahas.. over secrets... hahas...
there's the heart-warming and touching CO stepping down day...
there's the special breakfast...
there's the night study...
there's so much to update... gonna update this week end.
yep. guang fang -the sph editor called me... asked me to go down fer grp leader interview on sat... haiyo... scare!!!!! frightens!!! shrieks!!!!!
oh ya... gotta ask pple to book bbq pit... fer sph tian ying outing. hee...
gotta study!!! less than a hundred days to olevels... i think...haiz... sigh...
it's very ironic...
i hope olevels can faster come den get over with it
but i also ask fer more time to study... i'm afraid i cant do well enough to get to my dream JC. hee... my dream HCJC... i realli wanna get there... den after alevels den apply sph scholar ship... den dun need to spend too much on school fees in the u... but pple are not supportive of me becoming a reporter. especially those that are close to me... example; my mum... haiz...
aunt suggest accounts... maybe... dunno...
oh ya... went to aunt's house... outing with aunt is also sth i wanna update. hee.. have a very nice concersation with ivan. i think i had a different view of him now... not so snobbish alr... i think... and quite nice to talk to.. we had a wonderful time chatting. hahas... +totally ignored aunt+ lolx... we talked abt gays and lesbians... hahas... and acsi politics. lolx... kaes..
it's a very long summary of my recount... anw... gotta type out my compo... den go sleep le... there's chem test and ss test tml.. sighs...
got back
physic prac - A1
chem prac - D7!!!
physic common test - A2 :(:( careless mistakes...
i'm juz a mediocre... nothing great abt me... but i'm happy by juz simply being myself...
u hid sth from me... i know...though u nv tell me... which u promised u'll tell me if... nvm... i shall pretend i dunno... perhaps it's better this way... ... dun ask me what i know, if u get what i mean. i juz dun like to be reminded of it. thank you very much.
iloveyou||23:01
Friday, July 01, 2005
hahas... laugh till so happy ar??? coz u love me rite? and u are sitting with me!!! lolx... :D
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weiting!!!! sweet!!!
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this one is blur! and my hair is not inplace!!!! made me look like aunty! dun care! RETAKE!
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weiting is so sweet... hee...
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aut cute lah!!! luckily it's blurrrrr... due to the movement of the bus... hee...
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erm... wat are u doing??? leaning so close? lolx... dun worry my darling... though i'll be leaving but my spirits will still LINGERS in co~~~ lolx
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two joyces... i look so eiyer here!!!!!!!!!!! weiting said i look hua chi!!! Joyce koh : why my face so big? joyce chan: wei ting said my face too big initially so asked me to move back! lolx..
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presenting the four sec4s + one sec2... where are my other four sec1s?!!
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oh yeah... joyce had a great time ytd and today!
hee...
i love my daddy! and of coz my mummy!
hahas...
they bought me a digital camera... hee...
was so surprised, daddy juz came to me this morning and say..
"hey, u got no school today rite? let's go simlim quare shop fer a digital cam."
"hur? what for? got alr mah..."
"but u always use ur cousin's one wad... always use pple's things... *blah blah*"
"hmm... opps. sorry."
"go get u a slimmer one, den dun use pple's one."
"realli ar?"
"u wan to go or not?"
and of coz i went!!! hahas
so got this cam...
canon digital ixus 50
5 maga pixels
hee... yeah!
thanks dad!
and not to forget to mention.
he help me print the grade 7 and 8 piano piese and bind them into a book. hahas.. happy!
went to daddy shop to see also... so long nv go alr... hmm... it looks weird but pleasantly decorated. very welcoming. saw 2nd aunt. she cook a big bowl of horfun fer me! and her curry is superb! juz like years ago... hee...
keep forcing me to eat. she thinks i purposely nv eat at home... den keep grabbing my arm and comment that i've grew very skinny!
halow! i am not skinny lor..
it's juz that i WAS VERY fat last time...
and now i'm SLIGHTLY fat onli..
hee...
u know... pri school?
P6 only and i was like 48KG!
and i'm so short somemore...!
lol!
pple keep calling me a ball.
say my face super round and i'm super heavy, a PIG!hahas
still rembred vividly that gary said i look like that spherical statue thingy infront of his flat.
oh wells...
that was like 2years ago...(when joyce was in sec 2)
hahas...
now i'm in sec 4! and i grew taller, therefore my fats are being stretched as i grow taller... so it doesnt seems too lumpy now and thus, i dun look so fat now! hahas.
joyce is happy today!heh. ytd was sngs's jubilate concert. it was nice and fantastic i think. hahas... anw.. i didnt get to see the whole performance fer the night... didnt get to see all the items... coz co was the first performance item... den after our performance we were made to go back to school from singapore conference hall, as it was full house ytd and we were not allocated to any seats in the performing hall. oh wells...
but i was there during some parts of the rehearsal... yep...
saw a little of the eldds performance... it was good i think. hee... taking abt this gurl with split personalities... due to pressure of wad... not sure... haiz... didnt get to see the whole thing. coz was chase out to eat dinner and do make up before we can come in to see again.
SO (string orchestra) was cool and nice! hee. saw my beloved hubby!!! first time see her in her SO uniform! woohoo!! dun look like my hubby alr... so not man alr but very womanly. lolx... hahas... she plays the viola! next time muz teach me!! i like their fingers! debbi looks darn cool while playing the cello too! hee...
band was great too!! saw my beloved xiao cai (weilin) hahas. so cute in ur band uniform.. look kinda guai. lolx... hahas... she plays the flute with grace and elegance. lolx. +thumbs up!+ saw fel too.. clarinet. she looks eccentric in her black thick framed glasses. lolx. but cool man! hahas. 4eva unique fel.
saw this guy with this gal too... erps... give her sunflower... hahas... shall not mention her name to embarrass her... lolx... +grins+
chior was was melodious! lolx... so nice. very powerful vocals. love them. maybe joyce shall join chior in jc. lolx... hahas... think the glass will break la rite? hahas. lolx.
missed the 2 dance items... haiz...zhixuan was very pretty in the very sexy dance suit :)
+drools+
hee...
it was my last performance with snco... yep... took alot of photos!!! heehee... sadly our sec one darlings not there... if not can take a whole section photo.
but nvm!
this thu!!
will be going CO fer the LAST time. hahas... fer the passing down ceremony.
hee... den we snap snap snap k!
joyce got her new camera!!! hahas... craz abt taking photos. lolx...
weiting also rite? hahas...
like senior like junior. lolx...
thank god fer giving me such a beautiful ending as a stepping down gift. hee.. thank you!!
joyce was very very happy ytd!joyce was happy coz of COjoyce was happy coz of jubilatejoyce is happy coz of my new camjoyce is happy coz of you!hee..sings:happyshalalait's so nice to be happyshalalalait's so nice to be happyshalalala......sings:jesus love the little childrenall the children of the world...red and YELLOW!black and whitethey are precious in his eyesjesus love all the children of the world!!! sings:joyce chan love my darling juniorsall the juniors of CO!!short hair long hairshort and tallthey are precious in her eyesjoyce chan love all the juniors from CO!! hahas :)
iloveyou||18:02