Monday, May 31, 2004
this morning ran 3.6 with gary. so tiring!!!! i ran damn slow... he took only 15 mins and i tok almost 20 lar... so slow!! haiz... den sweat like hell... but it's a good sign. it means i'm burning fats. hahahs... we gonna to run every alternate days. yeah~~ den can burn some more fats off my body. hee.
after running, went to macs to meet cynthia. feel a bit sorry fer her. sorry cynthia. got to rush down by cab to pass me the MD... sorry. next time treat u drink kaes. thankyou.
after that went to MEP room to do recording. and it's record like dunno how many hundreds of times.... the whole afternoon recording. we have admanda as our singer and she sang so nice, so melodiously~~~ hahahs. and ying qing play the piano so well... hmm... i was quite useless... coz i mainly do the lyrics and when recording i juz merely help ying qing flip the pages and try to give some constructive suggestions and opinions. hahas. the MD is ai ni's. really thank her alot fer lending us the MD. hee... althought it's not as good as the studio's recording equipment, but it's still good enough. at least we got some tune inside despite some extra background "cracking" sound... but really appreciate ai ni's help. thankyou so so so much!! loveya loads!!! gonna send out the CD with our HADRWORK tmr. hope we can get in and make it till the end.. hee +let's pray+
in the mist of recording, i took half an hour and went fer the CO com interview. i'm so surprised that i actually manage to get to the interview... funny ar... and i dunno wad was i doing and saying during the interview, merely crapping i think. hahahs. but luckily they are not as stern as i thought. hee.
juz went to visit grandma in tan tock seng hospital. she look so weak... feel so sad fer her. she dun even have the energy to tok... she juz smile at us... she keep smiling at me and hold my hand... feel like crying... she look really poor thing... so many needles attatch to her hands and body... eek!! den her hands got a lot of big big patch of blue black... den there's this gigantic needle attatch to her arm, and it's bleeding... the bed sheet got a big stain of blood there. and the nurses didn't notice at all!!! den we went and saw it den tell them, only they they call the doc! wad lor... if we nv see, u going to let her bleed to death ar?! hmrp!
iloveyou||22:26
Sunday, May 30, 2004
friday went to qiu ning's house to BBQ. so fun!!! joyce koh, mum xin, qiuning, yuyue, weiting, hau yin and shermaine (the suona person) went. damn fun lah. we went her house to watch troy privated vcd... hahahas... +but dun support privated stuff!!!+ den it's like the quality damn poor one. the picture colour damn ugly and that person's translation is damn lousy one.... when the translator cannot catch the words they put "..." !!! wadever lah. after that we went swimming. so cool.. that damn no sun, so very nice to swim and won't get very dark. hee. i thought joyce koh and yuyue swim... and yuyue mastered it already!!! i'm so so so so happy!!! den at night we got bbq.... really have fun and too much food... eat till everyone of us the stomach so huge!!! den we all sing a "happy journey" song fer yuyue and mumxin coz they going back to china and malaysia respectively. although a bit out of tune but it's still very heart-warming. hee
den sat go to school at 8.10am. meet ying qing to do the song writting. ying qing write the song, and i do the lyrics. her song very nice. but my lyrics not very nice....feel a bit sorry fer her... haiz... but how? haiz... anway she really work very hard to compose the song. and i think she's a bit ill now... hope she can get well song. monday going to school to do recording... amanda will sing fer us. yeah. think she really got a great voice. hee...very excited. hee
after the song composition went to SPH to do pai ban. it's so fun. and xy praise me leh... i know i should not be proud... but i'm so happy... that's my first paiban and she said it's nice. arh~~ so happy... hahahs... i love txy!
today afternoon went to SPH... fer the malaysia camp breifing... we have to think of our own cheers. i suppose the cheer we come out with is not very facinating, but it's not bad though... will try to think of better ones. hee.
den we have to preform item fer the malaysia camp thinggy... den we learn to dance indian dance.. so corny!!! after that we dance the cheerleading dance... cynthia taught us... and it's like she dance so well but me? haiz.... i dun wan to lose face leh... i'm not a cheerleader how to dance and i suck at dancing u know... haiz... but the pple there wan to dance this cheerleader dance, den i got no choice but... haiz... how? can somebody save me?~~~ den me and siping were like... add oil... add oill... keep telling each other to add oil... hahas... den i said, "if u add so much oil, when we dance next time we'll be so bouncy, coz too much fats." hahahs...
we already plan our shopping plans already... and we gonna shop in KL!! yeah!!! hope the camp will be nice. hee...
iloveyou||20:59
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
ytd went to PPLS with
my daughter(ling),yanhan, mellin, louisa and jessica. it's so damn funny... we were luffing thorughout the journey there and back. hahahs. damn lame lor.. ling was enjoying herself with mellin's hp. haha. eh... den hor we got learnt
hot news~~~ eh... wad ar?? erm... +dunno, dunno+ hahas. hope to go out with them more often. tmr bring chips to share with weilin and them. feel very guilty, always eat their food and nv "pay back" hahahs. haiz... now still got to do the debate speech!!! my god... so sian!!
A very good article...take your time to read....
Ever since the beginning..... The girl's family member disagree her
relationship with the boy. Saying that because of family background,
if she insist of being together with the boy, she'll suffer for her
whole
lifetime...
Because of the pressure applied by family members, she frequently
quarrel with him. The girl does love the boy, she used to ask him:
"How much do you love me?"
Because the boy is not good with words, he used to make her angry.
With additional comment from her parents, her mood get even worse.
The boy, has become her "anger releasing target". And the boy, just
silently allowed her to continuously release her anger on him...
Later, the boy graduated from University. He plan to further study
overseas but before he left... He proposed to the girl... " I, don't
know how to say nice words; but I do know that, I love you. If you
agree, I am willing to take care of you, the whole life. About your
family members, I will work hard to convince them and agree on us."
"Marry me, will you?", the girl agreed.
And her parents, looking at the effort shown by the boy, agreed with
them. Finally, before the boy go oversea, they are engaged. The girl
stay back in the hometown, step into the working society; whereas
the boy continuing his study oversea... They maintained their
relationship through telephone and letters. Although time is
difficult to get through with, but both of them never give up.
One day, the girl left home for work as usual; on her way to the bus
stop, a car lose control and knock her down. As she awake from
unconsciousness, she saw her parents and realize how seriously...
she got hurt and how fortunate of her, not to get killed.
Looking at her parents, with their faced got all wet by their tears,
she tried to comfort them. But then, she found out.... She can't
even spell out a word, she tried her best to make some voice but all
she managed, was to breath without any voice. She's mute...
According to the doctor, the injury affected her brain, and that
cause her to be mute for the rest of her life. Listening to her
parents persuade, but can't even reply with a single word, the girl
collapsed...
Throughout the days, others than crying silently, still it is
crying...
Later, the girl discharged from hospital. Returning to her home,
everything is still like before. Except that the phone ring, has
turned into the worst nightmare of hers. Ring after ring,
continuously stimulate her, stimulating her pain... But she can't
tell the boy. She don't want to be a burden to him, and wrote
him a letter... Telling him that she no longer want to wait, the
relationship between them ended, and even returned him the
engagement ring. Facing the letters and telephone from the boy, all
she can do, is to allow
tears falling from her eyes...
Her father decided to move, after seeing the pain she is suffering.
Hoping that she could forget everything and be happier... Changing
to a new environment, the girl started to learn, slowly picking up
sign language and start over again... Also telling herself to forget
the boy...
One day, her best friend tell her that the boy's back. He's
searching all around for her, she asked her best friend not to tell
him about her and asked him to forget her.Later... There's never
news about the boy, for more than a year. Her best friend tells her,
that the boy is getting married soon, and passed the Wedding Card to
her. She open the card sadly, but she found her name on the card.
The moment she want to ask her best friend, the boy appear in front
of her. With an unfamiliar sign language, he told her.... " I spent
more than a year's time, to force myself to learn sign language, in
order to tell you, I have not forget our promise, give me a
opportunity, let me be your voice."
" I L O V E Y O U."
Looking at the slow sign language by the boy, and the engagement
ring she gave back to him... She finally smiled.
Treat every love as last love... and only then, know how to give...
Treat every day as last day... and only then, learn how to
appreciate...
iloveyou||20:15
Sunday, May 23, 2004
friday went to watch TROY with joli!! the movie is so nice!! i like hector [eric bana]!! he so heroic lor... unlike the stoopid paris [orlando bloom]!!! idiot one. such a coward! the war started becoz of him and that woman, yet he have no guts to fight back only know how to say "i won't allow anyone to die for my sake, i'll fight him tmr" den in the end crawl back to hug the bro's (hector)leg can call fer help. so stoopid!! i was cursing him throughout the movie! wad an idiot!! and he killed achilies (brad pitt) hate him lor!!! after the movie we went to take neo prints. so funny.. we always run out of "pose" when we take neo prints. hahas. den we walk to tke bus hm and we saw alicia and jenette.... jenette also like hector!! we love hector whereas everyone else loves achilies. hahas. it's a nice firday afternoon fer us. hahas.
ytd was damn busy... was out the whole day, from 7pm till 10pm. so tired. first went to support our school chinese debate team against aglican high in the chinese high. we lost... erm... wasn't surprised, coz our performance wasn't that great ytd, i believe they can do much better, probably they are juz too nervous. but they have a already tried their best and got second also not that bad lah... we'll do better next yr. our speckers are good and look and sund very pro [maybe coz our investure uniform is much nicer than aglican high's. hahas] our rebutting wasn't impressive enough. but i think aglican high win also a bit the funny, they techqine in toking was... wad can i say? lousy. especially the first two speakers. their chinese pronunciation is lousy. sound so er xin!! sound like they are trying to act "china", purposely wan to add in the china accent, but end up so disgusting. eek... the first speaker tok as if there's lots of saliva accumulating in her mouth. [ i'm so mean in saying that, but i'm voicing the truth. many spectators from other schools also say, we can hear them commenting on her out loud] then the second one not so bad, but he spoke like "lou4 feng1" like this. but their last 2 speakers not bad lah. the last one is best speaker of the debating competition and indeed i think she derserve it.
den went fer the CO performance in the singapore expo. eh... a bit the not sian lah. hahas... but nvm lah... anyway got free food, so.. erm... hahas.
den went to meet edwin, weijia and huici. we "ran" all the plaza sing to but those dired flowers lor... kinda weird to be our grp identity... but i heck lah, anw, after this i'll not join the teenage grp anymore...too much internal conclicts among pple, too depressing, too much luct fer power. when u got to certain position in the organising, pple are so fake to u... they wan to overtake u even when they are smiling at u. so... why should i put myself in this kind of affair, might as well quit and get peace. but it's rather easy to say, but doing it is different. after months of hesitation, finally made the decision. i'll leave. partly also becoz of my school work lah.... everyday is pack and my results are like dropping down and it's getting from bad to worse. cannot be so greedy to do so many things at the same time rite? i'm not that great in multi-task. haiz.... surely there'll be pple i miss when i go rite? i'll miss huici, edwin, kai zhao, yin, qiao yin and many many more who have come so far with me... without ur encouragement i'll not come so far... juz wanna say thankyou. i gave out now, really gave up. but hope u'll will hang on and do ur best fer teenage class fer cj, especially edwin. hee... loveya always.
iloveyou||09:49
Friday, May 14, 2004
woah... blogger change liao... change till so high tech. hahas... sat going to AJC concert!! cool! hope it'll be nice. my precious 13 bucks. today got a maths test. i think i'm going to fail it. the last question draw the graph wrongly!!! so sad!! arg!! tml is chinese oral! so scare! very long time didn't tok in chinese already, keep toking in singlish lor... then i dun really follow the news these days lor... then later they ask me the news topic i dunno wad to say how? can die one leh... so frightening!!! arg!!
mama brought the air tickets to china le. yeah~~ going back to hai nan dao! so cool.... then goin to malaysia with the bao guan also. so cool! hahhas. think this holiday i'm gonna be very happy! yoyoyoyoyoy!! hee :)
iloveyou||16:13
Sunday, May 09, 2004
ytd went to the RJC concert. so funny!!! went to SPH in the morning, then spent 3 hours only do 2 layout. rather slow lah. but ok lah... i mean, at least try our best already, so no regrets. ahhahs. quite fun. ahhahs. then i think i'm very irritating.. hahas... keep pestering xiuhui to tell me wad's wrong. hahas... seems so overly anxious. hahahs. blah blah...
at 5.30, all of us dismissed at the same time! hahas... den went to toa payoh to meet joyce koh, qiu ning, mun xin and yu yue. hee... we had dinner together and so damn funny lah. we were luffing like siao. hahas.... we ate like a big family like this, call 5 plates of rice and 4 other dishes. then everyone of us only pay $2.50 so cheap!!! coz down there the food court very expensive, juz a plate of chicken rice alone, coz $3.50. hahas.... then we ate the mixed veg rice, cheaper and all of us ate so full! hahas. after that we share this honeydew milk shake juice. it coz 2.50 and all share. hahas... then we drank together. hahas... i mean really together. all five straws and five heads put together and drink. so funny!!! drink till half way then luff like siao again. hahas. almost puke the juice out. hahas... take mrt to SCH fer the RI concert, then i was damn hyper lor, sing the william hung song and dance his dance, then all luff again... hahas... then the passer-by look at us as if we are mad. we also act lesbians in the mrt lah.... then i flirt with qiu ning... hahahas. so funny also. made such a big din. hee. then me and joyce koh [2 joyce(s)] keep poking qiu ning's tummy. then joyce koh juz nice poke into her belly button, then she luff and said " woah!!! i poke into the hole. can zhong4 ma3 piao4 (4D) liao!!" so funny... qiu ning was like.... "eh... hur?" then all of us burst out luffing again. muahahahhas.
the RJC concert was nice, the songs and soloist performance was rather superb. hahas. so surprise that hui ci actually bring the whole [very big] tape recorder and type the whole concert. damn funny lah... the radio so big and bulky. hahas. +another crazy woman+ hahahs.
now had to write report of the CJ lesson in april fer pin ru. haiz... dun feel like writting, coz i actually dun really enjoy that day's activity. haiz.... but, still have to do though. haiz... ok... gtg lor... hee
+i finally updated my blog+ hahahs....
iloveyou||11:30
Monday, May 03, 2004
today the whole class change place!! i miss felicia~~ still can't imagine how school is going to be without her mummbling and toking at my side. haiz.... sat between ling and weilin. then our row is like full of CO pple. hahas. CO rocks man. hahas.. infront is jiantong and wing yan, middle got me, then behind got min jun and hui ying... sad that another CO stella is in another row... haiz... actually suppose to sit with jing yi one, was quite glad, coz jing yi the maths and chem damn pro lor, dunno can ask her and she can motivate me to study. then ling ask miss fazi to change place with jing yi so that she can sit with melissa lin. erms.. ok lars... ling also quite smart also....hahas. well... weilin and me are worried that we'll tok a lot and end up not paying attention, but.... i dun think so lah... i can be very quite at times also. hahahs. then now i'm not taking the corner seat, so a bit difficult fer me to get my stuff from underneath the table lor... haiz.. have to dig real hard. lolx. sharmine cried coz of the new sitting arrangement, and felicis is to the brim of tearing too.... poor fel~, she sat with a person she dun like... but haiz... cheer up kaes, she may not be that bad too... compared to them, i realise how lucky i am. hahas... i sit with pple that are nice. my daughter and weilin. +i miss felicia~~+
today a very very TRAGIC incident happen to me. my article was publish lor! and i dunno!!!!it's damn lan lah!!! and i didn't expect it to be publish! OMG!! then the editor gave me quite a bad comment! wahlao.... treat me as bad example like this... walao!! damn piss lor... i wrote the article fer fun coz they force us to write wad, and so many pple write, i mean, won't be so lucky that they'll choose me. but they did lah. and this article i nv put in effort at all... so diu lian. and it is wang jian lao shi who told me that my article was publish, and he gave me comments on how to write nicer article somemore, (is he like indirectly reprimanding me?) !!! so sad and piss off!!!! so dui lian!!!!!!!ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! +dig a hole and hide myself inside+
-i'm dead.... no face to see pple liao+
iloveyou||15:14
Sunday, May 02, 2004
hmm.... quite long nv update le... hahas... anyway recently was damn bz lah... haiz... my article got publish!!~~ hahahs!! yeah!! so happy... but dunno when they'll send me the money fer the article. hahas... when they send me have to treat minjun and jian tong drink, coz they got help me edit some text. hahahas. thank you so much. hong pei was like shocked that her photo was publish with my article. i told me at first, but she dun believe me, so... hahas... dun blame me... hahas.
got back a and e maths test papers on fri. wasn't too bad! i got 80 fer emaths and i pass fer amaths though almost half the class fail. so happy! hahas... i thought i'll fail leh. but heng heng lor. hahas. then so sad fer HCL lah. i got 69. 1 more mark to A2 lor. first time got so low fer chinese, really sad. haiz... muz work harder next time.
today was out the whole day. went to woodlands in the morning to meet cai xun and qian qian to do our hui xun article. we do from 11.30am till 5.30pm. 6 hrs of drilling our brain cells to come out with new ideas and thing to crap. haiz.... we finally finish it. but, we dun think it'll be accepted that easily. haiz... really lor... seriously speaking, i dun think the pple will be happy with these efforts we put. juz got this feeling that we are going to receive terrible comments from jh and they surely make us do or at least edit it more. haiz... heck lah. juz pray that it dun turn up too bad then can liao. everyone is so bz with exams and where got time to do... ask me to ask the gao from them i also feel so paiseh... they already so stress managing their school work then i still have to go and rush them fer their article. i dun wan to be the in this post!! why me, choose a more experience person can?! haiz.... but it's my duty, so i'll still try my bez. hahas. i tok a bit crap lah... make a fuss out of it then now consoling my self to let go of this matter. hahas.
after the meeting with them, i went to NUS UCC to watch the CJ fu mu en zhong nan bao jing. it's pretty nice and ya... touching, but i nv cried +proud of myself+ hahas. mummy was weeping beside me lor. lolx. when i reached there then sneck into the backstage to wish the seniors good luck. they were so surprise to see me. hahas. coz i'm not suppose to be inside. +i lie to the security guard that my mum is helping out inside and i need to find her. hahas...+ gave them roses and they hugged me... received so many hugs. so happy!! they rembr me leh, even though we nv see each other fer almost one yr already. so touched. then they keep calling me "mei mei", then i went round calling "kor kor, jie jie" hahas... so like one big family!!~~ hahas... they really did an excellent job and it was a very nice peformance. zhong kai atually saw my article on the newspaper!! hahas... next time i should write in more, then when they see my name printed on papers, they'll think of me. hahahs.
school is ok lor.... glad that we have no mid yr. but then so much common tests, no much dfference though. juz so pissed with some pple lor... so irritating... very noisy, maybe should ask miss fazi to change place with me and kailin. then i can sit with qian then kailin can join in with them and be one whole irritating lot with them. so damn despo and really selfish and mean lor. felt angry fer felicia and weilin too... poor them. cheer up fel... i hate them more and more, that two idiotic person! wa lao leh. one so flirt one so bu yao lian, so not very pretty then still go and flirt and be despo. then bluff charleen that the meeting is cancel when the both of them secertly actually go and meet those guys lah. wa lao leh... u not prettier than charleen than scare she snatch away ur attaction ar. actually ur dun need to worry one, coz charleen not like ur lor, so despo. feel like puking... eek. yucks! hate them! i dunno wat to say. this is wat i write fer them.... can ur understand? ahahs... juz act that ur dunno kaes. ahhas.... dun wan to tell them, they like it, then continue to do it lor, since they dunno... they only make more and more pple hate them.
女人啊，肌肤的白晰
不代表内心的纯洁。
亮丽的外表
不能证明心灵的洁净。
当你因他的外表而为他疯狂时，
当你因他的外表而欺骗、背叛朋友时，
你最可恶，无耻，恶心的一面
就会悄悄的显陋出来。
iloveyou||00:18