Tuesday, September 28, 2004

so stress... boo... sick during weekends... monday nv go school... hmm... but study at home alone... eh.. "alone"... hahaha. lolx...

+waiwai... boo!!! so piggish! dun wan to wake up after ur nap. hrmp! lolx... lazy lazy... imww!!! hee...waiwai so funny ytd. lolx+

iloveyou||16:22

Saturday, September 25, 2004

my senior sent me this... hmm... interesting...

If you see me walking the road with someone else,
It's not because I like his accompany...
Its because you're not brave enough to walkbeside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..
But because you're not there to catch me fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhereI too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?..
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Don't let me walk with him,
It's you I want to walk with..
Don't let me talk of him,it's you I want to talk with..
Don't let me fall for him,It's you I want to fall in love with..

"HOW THE GUY REPLY" ??..

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to loose our friendship

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lostI too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.

WHEN I SAW YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU...
I'M AFRAID TO LOOSE YOU...

YESTERDAY IS HISTORY...
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY...
AND TODAY IS A GIFT...
THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED A PRESENT...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY...
OR ELSE U CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK...

iloveyou||19:06

Thursday, September 23, 2004

u made me deleted my record u made me do so! u made me lost something so precious! i hate u!!!!! i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u try deleting ur memory u see how? i record down coz it meant sth to me! how can u like that
i trusted u!
i hate u, i nv hate anyone more!
the end.,
i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
return me my memories!
how are u going to return to me?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


iloveyou||20:56

Sunday, September 19, 2004

iloveyou||21:21

Saturday, September 18, 2004

ytd went to study with hubby joli... eh. study at thompson macs. hee.. stay there the whole afternoon. den use elink card to buy free meal to eat. hahas. hmm... den went to prata house to eat in the evening. so nice... lalalas...
another amazing thing is we walk all the way from thompson plaza back to home lah! lolx... which is like so long... take bus have to take fer abt 7 stops like this. hahas. we juz keep walking and didn't realise how much we've walked. den we talk alot alot too... i lurve hubby!! haahs...
den when we reach home we were like... arh... walk so long le!!! but it's is long but dun seems long... coz we have a very good chat. hee... lurve hubby always! hee...
rembr we muz do 30 chem questions hor! at least attempt lah. hee.

today slack at home almost whole day! feel so sad!!! arg!!! feel so sad!!! only do a little bit of studies only...haiz...haiz... got so much to do. need to do emaths hw revise history chapter2, social syudies one chapter, amaths and emaths and elit act one, chem chapter 1-3 and physic chapter 1-3 by this week. budden... haiz...
only finish

emaths hw
chemistry 1-3
physic 1-3
history chapter 2
social studies chapter 1
englit act 1
amaths chapter 1 & 2
emaths chapter 1-3

+waiwai so nice ytd and today. hee... imww too! hahas. rembr wad u promise me k. hee... i xiang wai wai. lolz...let's mug hard. gd luck to ur bio and geo paper. wai wai is brilliant but lazy! lolx. +


iloveyou||20:16

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

i got distinction fer piano pratical!!!!! yeah!! so so so so happy. happy shalala it's so nice to be happy shalala! lolx... hee....

today went to lib to study with xin. hee... so nice... we manage to get ourselves 2 seats! hahas. many st nix there to study also. like there.... the environment so conduisive, hee... den do 10 long long long questions of amaths trigo... phew... hmm.... i should go study le... but now got slight headache.. dunno... these few days i mug alot!!! argggg!! almost gone mad now... hmm... it's like i study everyday from 3pm till 12am den morning go to school study till 2pm... my life is fill with nothing but books, notes, revisions and tests! arg... den cheryl ling they all mug so hard also... make me so stress too!!!!!!! boo!!!

history chapter 1 notes
emaths trigo & circle hw
chinese sec 4 chi

+tortoise cheer up...will do better fer the others. u can do it!
immm.imt...
typed it out.. but nv "send"
feel so different without yOOOu...
nvm. anw
let's mug hard together....
lazy pig is finally mugging hard now!
hee.
immm.imt therefore i dun see stars in the sky tonight+

iloveyou||19:56

Monday, September 13, 2004

ytd went to tz food fair!! woah the food so nice! ate so much and ta bao so much hm fer kor kor... they lazy to go...sigh... but nvm... dun care abt them. lolx.

met edwin. mama said he waiting fer me to eat... den i still come so late... hahahs... but very happy to see him.. grow so tall le!! woah.. den so tanned also... hmm... only tok to him fer a while den other pple whom i nv see fer very long pull me away. lolx..
miss all of them!! arh!! den everyone look a little different now... more mature le... but den they still say i still as childish as b4...-hrmp!- lolx. wadever...but i've grown older too! juz that i nv grow taller only.. or maybe i did, by a fer millimeters. lolx.

vivian told me a shocking news abt her and her... .... erm... ya... OMG!! and i was like so shock!! u r only p6...
think abt the time when i was in p6...
hmm... think i much more innocent. lolx...
but thanks fer sharing with me, vivian. hee..
mux study hard fer ur coming psle hor... dun think too much abt "other stuff" le. pls more impt!! got anything dunno can ask me. always there to help. hee.

saw many familiar faces.... miss all of them... all the best to ur and muz bring out the cj spirit k.
actually quite sad that i quit social work.. but very busy.. reallie... den next yr olevel somemore... haiz... nvm.. i'll be there at the annual camp this yr.. den will get to see ur again! hee. lurve and miss all of ya!!

+maomao dao me!! boo... haiz.. but this time i can understand, u have olevel prelims... so dun dare to disturb u too. but u muz jia you k. all the best! miss maomao...
muz take care kaes.
looking at that 50cent coin now... +

iloveyou||15:24

Saturday, September 11, 2004

---wE arE thE ChaMpiOns!! Grp 5 wOn In MAF. lolx. so Fun ^_^

ytd went fer MAF... it's so fun... erm... much more better that wad i've expected. lolx... my grp pple quite enthu... hahas... at first when we go there all like sian sian de, den the tchs pple sit one side tok among themselves and sngs another side talk among outselves also. hahas... den the shou hao came and tell me that yan hao (partner from tchs) may not come! den i was like diao~! den he ask me to try to keep the spirit high in the mean time... den i was like... "eh... as if i know those tchs ppl sitting opposite us lar... how to keep the spirit high? ur side grp leader nv come also... den u think ur side the tchs pple will listen to sngs grp leader meh..." haiz... but of coz i nv say lah. hahas... juz a bit pissed...

den after a while the yanhao turn out.. hahahs... den i was like "phew~~". but he seems to be a quite guy... hmm.... not as crappy as the others. maybe coz he's the oldest there... the rest sec 2 and sec 1 except him. hmm... but fer sngs side also the same lor... only i sec 3 the others sec 1 and 2. but i also crap with them lots. hahas. i am young at heart! lolx.

played the wacko game... the game lasted fer so long. but it was fun lah... surprisingly, everyone seems to hav throughly enjoyed themselves! haahs... so funny. den erm... maybe i am old le.. keep calling their names wrongly and make their names sound so girlish... yan hao to yan han, shao xian to shao qi, si kai to si han, hui4 hua2 to kai2 hua1.... dunno why also. lolx... hahhas... nvm... but i think we had fun. lolx...

last time dunno who told me jasmine, yu hui and zhenlin very unenthu one.... but from wad i see ytd, "NO LEH!!" them so enthu and crappy and nice. lolx. any they mix around with the tchs pple quite well also. i think. lolx....

erm... the skills interaction is erm...ok... i didn't learn anything... coz i transfer to grp A to teach one sec 1 - justin to blow... coz that yu zhou mainly rhythms and chords and no melody, so i think he hard quite a difficult time learning it. hahas.. but ok lah...
i went back early to join in qing qian and i join munxin and weiting to play that song... i sight read and i think my sight read is poor. lolx... but at least got learn a little bit of qing dian lor...
i think the student conductor of tchs is very pro... i think he's a very good conductor.. qing qian is a much more difficult song compared to yu zhou and he conducted well... cheers to him! think jia wei got to learn from him. not jia wei not good, she's good, but the tchs person is better... he's gestures look so pro also. lolx... jia you jia wei! hee.

erm.. the other games ar... hmm...
game one part one we got zero leh! hahas... but i think we did well in game one part two where we are suppose to come out with a MAF skit and i think it's crappy but good.hahas.. with yanhao acting as cinderella, jasmine as handsome prince charming, zhenlin as prince charming's knight and si kai and hui hua as step sisters and shao xian as fairy god mother, zhao zhe as the fairy god mother's maid, justin as the moon cake and yu hui and wei ting as the pple who eat the moon cake and me as the narrator. hahas...
here's a brief description of our plot...
one upon a time, there's a poor gal by the name of cinderella...
she always got bullied by her two ugly and evil step sisters
den one day a fairy god mother appear out of dunno where to help her...
she told cinderella that far far away in the southern part of dunno where got this handsome prince and she can go there and try to make him fall in lurve with her and take the opportunity to take some of his money and returns..
on one condition : return beform MAF when the full moon appears.
den she travel and meet the prince and they fall in lurve
time flys and MAF is coming the moon is getting rounder and blah blah blah
den she got no choice, she have to return
den b4 she go, she left behind a mooncake fer the prince
the prince is very sad... now, no pretty cinderalla only got moon cake,
so no choice... only can eat moon cake...
the moon cake very nice sohe shared with pple,
den pple also think it's a delicacy so from then on, every year also eat moon cake..
that's the end of the story of the origin of the MAF by out creative grp 5 members. hahahs.

yayas... blog so much le... haizya... lazy type anymore... anw, poor me and yan hao ate 2 wasabi moon cakes!!! arg!!! eat till i wan tear wanna roll out le le... so spicy!!! eek. yucks!!!
water game is fun... erm.. ok lah... all wet!!! from inside out... so uncomfortable... it's wet till can squeeze water those type.. and when u walk ur shorts juz stick onto ur thighs... and it's so brr brr... cold la!!! hahas...

thanks you si kai fer ur gift. really appreciate it. hee... that book says it's fer gals of 10 yrs old... wonder why u give me! hrmp. hahas.. but aniwae. thanks. lolx...

last but not least, muz thank all the pple who made the maf so fun. hee... we won!!! grp 5 rawks!! yeah!!! congrats to grp 6 - 3rd and grp 4- 2nd. but grp 5 still the first! lalalals... ahhahas.

wad and long entry... -.-"

+ happy studying real mao mao... with melody... hmm... i will not ahem ahem... so dun worry le. hahas... have faith in the tortoise... lolx. mao mao is so famous in school...feel so inferior:s +

iloveyou||10:47

Thursday, September 09, 2004

i am ok!!! no prob! hee... so dun worry. next time wun make a fuss le. hee :)  
iloveyou||16:33

yoz yoz... today so sian... morning do maths... do till i mad le... haiz... dying.. boo!!! now brain is temporary dead....
den went to tchs fer briefing fer tml... haiz... the sin hwee or sth prepare the action plan until so clear that i dun even think he need to explain lor... juz send us the action plan through mail den can le... it's not as if we dunno how to read... dun need to go down to hear him tok fer so long... coz so much hw nv do yet... but think he really good la... do till so detailed... even the buffering time also got count inside. lolx....
all of us agree that he look like grace zhang!!! so alike lor... action, the way they tok, their gestures... woah.... damn grace zhang-ish... lolx.... he muz be a very strict president i guess. lolx.

+the real maomao, i am ok now... not pissed le. hee... dun worry! hahas...
lalalalalalalalala..... dun mention that again ar...
if not i have to really go and dig a hole le... lolx. +

iloveyou||16:22

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

hAiR CUt!!! bit by bit... a little bit...
went to trim my hair today... and it's really trim lor... coz i told the aunty to cut a little bit and dun cut too short... den in the end, she really cut a LITTLE bit only. so little... lolx... den mama said waste money... coz it cost 12 bucks! lolx... but nvm lah...at least it look somewhat neater now. hee.

tok to hansen online juz now... hmm... feel quite happy... coz he tell me alot... and he share many things with me... yeah. means he trusted me now... yeah... it feel so good to have earned someone's trust. i'll keep my promise. shh....

den now i got 4 promises to keep...
weilin's promise
amanda's promise
hansen's promise
and mao mao's promise...

dun worry, i'll try my very best not to break any! i wont break! hee..


iloveyou||13:22

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

homework, revision, project... so much so much to do in a week! is this still call holiday!!! so much to do. juz downloaded the maths hw from epebble. so much lor... so many sums! they think our whole holiday only reserve fer maths? still got so many subjets to revise. exams are juz round the corner and i feel that i'm still not prepare! die ar!!!!! haiz...

): PISSED!!! :( from bottom to the top!!!
!!!uoyhtiwdessip!dessipmai.
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!uoyhtiwyrgna!yrgnamai

iloveyou||23:03

Monday, September 06, 2004

here i am blogging and not studying. lolx.... nvm... later will study. hee...
wad should i blog?
but first of all!! let me wish my
beloved daughter-ling ling
and also...my
fast learner junior- weiting
and last but not least... my
most enthu tian ying partner - qian qian


---Happy Birthday! may all ur bdae wishes come true hee. SMILE!! and ENJOY!! becoz it's UR DAY!!!


ytd went out with mama mao mao... hee... suppose to meet at 9am. but i am late again. but not my fault! coz i was wrapping the presents with my cousin. wake him up to help me. +evil me+ hahas. den rush down in cab. lolx. hee...

the pig soft toy is so so cute... and mine you do not abuse it!!!
mama is well known fer abusing pigs!! lolx...
pigs dun like pork buns!
but thanks.
gave u got the pig toy and some cookies...
i got 3 CDS in return!

went to escape theme park to play till noon... hee...
walk in the park in the rain.. lalalas....
under that tree...
ate hot dogs with mama... lolx...
mama dun like onions! so picky lor...
walk under that yellow umbrella

went to take cable car! my first time taking cable car!!!
took the dunno wad rail in sentosa... first time taking also.
suaku rite? hahas...
den went to beach! walk along beach...
went to the southernmost part of asia continent...
splash! splash! all wet!! my jeans!!! arg!!!
tortoise live in water but pigs dun! how can u make pigs wet!!!!

on the other side of the beach...
rocky stones...
waves...
drying in that cold wind!!!
cookies...
rock cookies...
u laughed!!!
said it's the most interesting shaped cookie u ever seen!
blah blah bleah bleah...
den...
pig said sth bad...
teared...
chilly wind...
freezing... brrr.brr...
made a promise...
i will keep!

went to ps..
have nice dinner...
went round looking fer shorts to change...
but at last still went sportlite but cloth
watch bourne supremancy..
2nd row
neck pain
freeze
use that sportlite cloth. lolx.
nice show... but pigs like to slp...
doze off. lolx...
only tortoise watching...

took taxi home...
miss u liao!!!
but muz study!!!

u owe me a star
i owe u one...
fair!!!

at the end of the day,
everything turn out fair and square
everything is fine...
hee....
always OOO....

iloveyou||11:43

Saturday, September 04, 2004

today got lots to blog abt... hmm... ok... today is sat!!! first day of holiday! yeah... so happy.... den holiday muz really take time to catch up with my studies le! if not i'll die a tragic death at the end of yr exams. hee...

yrd went to nizhen's house fer bbq. her condo is at simei can.. so far!!! but nvm, it's fun... hmm.. hee...meet hansen on the train and we tok all the way there loz... den thought we are going to be late den sms qian qian to tell her and ask her to wait fer us, but den, actually she's in the same train as us! lolx... den we late together. hahas.
we go to ntuc to buy drinks and chips and many other food... den buy satay also.. so much food!!! all of us were rather excited and had a gr8 time shopping fer food. hee...
den we took taxi to nizhen's condo... it's so nice. it's call changi rise... so nice can!!! den we bought ice... but in less than 2 hrs's time it become water!!! den hansen and qian qian use it to "feed" the flowers by the side.. lolx.
nizhen and me spent so much time starting the fire!!! there are 40 firestarter in a packet and we used more than half still haven get the fire started... den in the end hansen only use a few den the think is ok le!! and it starts burning... with sparks flying and big fire!!! +impressive+ hahas.
we bbq food and mashmallow!! so nice... hee... den nizhen and me incharge of bbqing the chicken wings. hee. our chicken wing very nice wor... very little got burnt. hee... den very nice. hee... den they keep taking it to eat. hee... we are the chicken wing ladies... den qian qian incharge of the hot dogs... den we all call her "miss hot dog" lolx. but the playful her always runs away half way, den some of the hot dog become burnt... hahas... but nvm lah... at least she got help rite. hee... den hansen is incharge of the satay and bbqing mash mallow... hmm... k... ya... so basically, only few of us bbq only... the other ar.... juz eat only... haiz... -shall not name them....-
they come den go swimming, den wait fer us to serve them food.... wadever lah... only know how to eat... fine... den that person who dress like an ah ma- ur know who i refering to rite- still come and say.. "haiyo, wad are ur doing... bbq till so slow... so long still not ready..." wadever lah... i feel like telling her "hey! u think so easy ar? u come and bbq it urself lah... sit there shake leg and tok only... still grumble so much..." dotz... think kind of ppl... eiyer...
nvm... shall not comment anymore.... since all of them are my grp members... hmm... nvm... i should be more da fang. hee...
and den we celebrated qian qian's bdae. which is on monday. hahas... 6 sept also... same as ling! hee... same as my junior-weiting also. hahas. happy bithday pple! hee... lurve ya lots. hee...

den now is time to blog abt today...
went to chinese high fer the CO interaction thingy... haiz... so sian!!!! i almost bored to death!!! and it's like my partner not there... den they ask us to interact and get to know out partners well den on that actual day we can help to being our grp the team spirit up together.... budden my partner is not there... den how to know him... haizyo... nvm lah.
the dry run fer the game is so sian can... so long and draggy and i dunno wad to say... haizya... it's like when we go there we very enthu and so high coz we tok lots of craps on the bus on our way there... den when we reach there it's like all of us become so restless that we are lazy to even talk. haiz...
den got this game... which i think is .... haiz.... CMI one... they requires us to but a small ballon (and i mean very small) between one guy and one gal's lips and they are to walk a distance... i mean... how can? so embarrassing! who is willing to do it? the ballon size is so small diameter abt less 10cm lor! how can! i'm not going to play it k... den the two chinese high guys try it fer us to see, and they are liked already so embarrassed already, den it'll worse when a gal is to pair with a guy to play this rite? haizyo...hope they can change this game lor....
hope next fri everything will turn out fine lor... and everyone will enjoy... haiz...

den after the interaction meeting, went to hubby's house to bake cookies... so fun... hee... the cookies taste quite good i think... i hope so too. hahas.... her mama very nice... help us too. thank you hubby and joli mama! hee. stayed at her house fer dinner... hmm... her mama cook the noodle very nice! at least nicer than our school hokkien mee. hahas...thank you so much! hee. den i like very bu ke qi... make myself like so at home when i'm at her house.. ahhas.... nvm... joli n me are bez friend ma hor...
hubby, when u see this muz feel touch and cry ok? hahhas... tag my board!! always come but nv tag! bleah! hahahs. lurve ya! rembr monday we go jog together hor. dun forget. hee. jog in the evening k. hee... morning got sun, very hot... den morning dun wan to wake up so early since it's holiday. hahas. -pig la- hahas.

+tml going out with tortoise!!! yeah!!!+

iloveyou||21:21

Friday, September 03, 2004

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iloveyou||14:32

Thursday, September 02, 2004

today whole afternoon do maths at home... preparing fer the amaths retest... the more i more i dunno how to do... sobx... so confused now... gong liao.. den so tired... .... ....

will i survive tml's test?? haiz...

iloveyou||17:31

now is midnight 12.17am... here i am blogging... although i very tired after going out the whole day... but still feel like blogging before i go to sleep. hee... luckily tml no school.. hee... beocz our school track is so terrific and manage to beat sports school an get double champ again this yr, we got one day off and this one day off is tml... so tml no school. yeah!! hee. thanks to st nix althelets!! hee.

today went out with hubby joli to but belated tr's day present fer jia jun(our maths tutor) and her viola tr.. hee... brought them cup.. so cute lor...not only is the cup cute, the box also very very adorable!! den we stuff chocolates inside too... i see the cup so nice and under joli's helpful tip on how to make someone happy, i brought the another cup fer mao mao... hee... hope mao mao will like it... den inside got a lot of chocs too!! mao mao can den share with ur cousins. hee..

after the short shopping trip with hubby, i went to study with mao mao... but didn't study much... only do 4 sums!!! haiz... den u also only make a little bit of notes only... haiz...how? sorry ar... next time dun study with u le... end up playing... haiz... but today still very happy to go out with mao mao... hee...

+the tortoise, the mama, the mao mao, the saliva king... all u... hahas...i'm not scare of it le... today not scare le... dunno why also.. hahas... u liar... u not scare also but den lie that u are....orh!!! meanie... hahas... sep hol is coming!!!+ cable car....-

iloveyou||00:16